“I’m not the best guy for you. We better off of this
way.”
Tht was what he said back then. When he finally walked
away from me. Just a simple goodbye that could really break my heart, and i was
never be the same again.
I was trying my best to forget about him. It was hurt
like hell. I couldn’t went to sleep without tears in my eyes. I couldn’t woke
up in the morning without feeling empty and again i would cry my eyes out the
whole night.
I couldn’t help myself. They said i’m too good for him.
They said he was an asshole for letting me go like that. But they just didn’t
feel what i felt. Let’s try to put them in my shoes and see how they handle the
pain. It’s just hurt.
But then, when i finally can get him outta my mind. When
i can show the world my smile again, eventhough that’s just a little smile. He
comes back. He says that he’s regretting what he has done to me. He wants me
back. He wants us to be like what we used to be. Should i say yes? Should i say
okay and hug him again? However he has said sorry. He even begs on his knees
saying he was so stupid that time. He couldn’t think clearly. He was the jerk
that deserves to be hated. I don’t know whether i should take him back or not.
Honestly i still love him. I want him so bad. But then i remember the pain he
gave me, and it makes me really wannt to kick his ass to Antartica.
“Do you still love me?” he asked.
“Yes..” i answered slowly.
“Do you want me back?”
I silence for a moment. He looked at me with a big puppy
eyes.
“No.” I said coldly, and this time i’m the one who walked
away.
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