I don't know why you always
get so insecure
I wish you could see what I
see when you're looking in the mirror
And why wont you believe me
when I say
That to me you get more
beautiful, everyday
You check your reflection in the
mirror for the teenth times. Then because you
feel your lipstick is too flashy, you
take a tissue and wipe it clean, then put your lipstick once again. A moment later,
you glance at the mirror again. This time a
strip of your hair dangling weirdly from the back of your ear. You look for a hairbrush but can’t find it. You swear softly.
Kendall who is driving next to
you turns to look at you. He half-sighed looking
at you who is almost frustrated for that hairbrush.
"What’s up now?" Says Kendall.
"I need a hairbrush... have you
seen it? Or did I forget to bring it?" you mumble as continue searching.
"What for?" Says Kendall
again. "Your har is alright, really."
He continues, stroking you hair.
You dodge "Kendall ..
please, don’t make it worst. Damn .. where the hell is that fucking hairbrush! "
"Babe ... You do not need a hairbrush, you're beautiful. "
"You said it just to cheer me up. I look like a crap, what if your parents don’t like me?"
You say anxiously.
Kendall glances at you. "They will love you, even if you’re not dressed at all."
He smiled mischievously.
You hit his shoulder softly.
"I'm serious Kendall .."
"I am too, babe .. They will love you,
because I chose you. I'm sure of it. "
"Easy for you to say."
"Oh... trust me. Don’t worry about your
appearance. You're beautiful, love. "
But you don’t hear him. You turn back to the mirror, checking your makeup again.
Kendall sighs, "seriously
babe .. why don’t you believe me when I say that
to me... you get more
beautiful, everyday. "
***
When you're looking at the
magazines
And thinking that you'll
never measure up
You're wrong Baby
Cause you're my cover, cover
girl
I think you're a superstar,
yeah you are
Why do not you know
Yeah, you're so pretty that
it hurts
It's what's underneath your
skin
The beauty that shines within
You're the only one that
rocks my world
My cover girl
Oh, my cover girl
"Are you ready??"
Kendall take your hand. You stand at the front
door of his parents’ house, today is her mother's birthday and for the first
time he will introduce you to his family.
You're really nervous. Various negative thoughts running on your mind, what if his
parents don’t like you? And they tell you to
stay away from Kendall and then ask Kendall to marry another girl? Well okay... You really need
to stop watching those drama series.
"Kendall I'm afraid .."
you say honestly.
"Hey, chillax... they won’t
eat you .. "he laughs at his joke.
"Not helping," you
reply curtly.
Kendall smiles, he turns to you and stares right into your eyes. For a moment you forget how to breathe. Those eyes can always hypnotized you, drown you in its
captivated green color. And that time, all of
your fears disappear into thin air.
"You don’t need to be afraid
okay.. I won’t leave your side. Just be yourself. You do not
need to be someone else to please them. "
You took a deep breath, then nod.
Trying to calm yourself.
"Okay then... Let's go. "
Kendall opens the door and steps
inside with you. They held a barbecue party in
their garden. Quite a lot of people there, make
you feel more nervous. You almost slip on your
step, but Kendall gives you an encouraging smile
.
Kendall’s mom is so friendly, and
corky. She hugs Kendall right after she sees him
walks in. And then hugs you too. Nobody looks at you the way you imagine. They all are happy with your relationship, make your
confidence increases. You easily blend in with
them. Kendall introduce you to his cousins,
uncles, aunts, and older siblings. He's right,
there’s nothing to be afraid of.
"See, all went well."
Kendall whispers in your ear when you two are dancing together.
You blush and nod.
"The next time I tell you
you're beautiful. Trust me .. because you're beautiful outside and inside, My Cover Girl.
"
You hugged him tightly.
***
You walk in rainboots on a
perfect summer day
Somehow you always see the
dark side, when everything's okay
And you wear baggy clothes
that camoflague your shape
Whoa, but you know that I
love you, just the way you're made
When you're looking at the
magazines
And thinking that you're just
not good enough
You're so wrong, baby
"Gosh... help me, what should I wear Kendall?" you throw your last
outfit on the floor. It has been two hours you tear
down your closet to find an outfit that fit in. Kendall’s
family is inviting you to dinner. And since your
last meeting ended well, this time you want to look different and impress them.
Kendall picks a shirt and a skirt
that you threw, looking at it. "This is
great .."
You look at his choice, and sigh
in exasperation. "I look fat in it."
"This?" He says,
picking up a random dress.
"I look like my grandma."
"What about this?"
"Kendall admit it, there is
nothing for me... Hey what are you doing?” Suddenly he takes your hand and drags you to the mirror.
"What do you see?"
Kendall says.
You look at yourself in the
mirror. Compared with him you look like a shit .
"Uh ... Prince and
his servant? "
Kendall shakes his head. "Why do you always look at things from the wrong side?
Why don’t you ever realize that you are beautiful.
YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL! "He repeats asserted.
"Why cannot you just see it
from the right side. I’m nothing compared to
you. I'm just a regular girl, and you...You can get any girl—even a thousand times more beautiful
than me if you want, but instead you chose me?"
"So what if I chose
you?"
"Well .. You know it.” You look down, embarrassed. The difference between you and him always make you feel
insecure. You think you’re not worth of Kendall who is a superstar while you,
you’re just a regular girl.
"I love you not because of
your looks. Not because of what you wear.
I love you because of your heart. It’s what underneath your skin, the beauty that shine within.
You’re right, there are many girls who are prettier
than you, and like you said I could get them all. But I don’t want to. Because
someone like you just one in a million."
You lift your face to look at
him. Kendall stares back, make you ashamed of
yourself. He's right, why do you have to worry
about your appearance. Why you should care about
what people say. The most important thing is how
Kendall sees you. And he never sees you the way
you see yourself. Kendall loves you
wholeheartedly. Why do you have to question it
all.
"Sorry .." you say
quietly.
Kendall closes your lips with his
finger. "You don’t need to apologize.
I just want you to know that I love you with all my
heart. You're the only one that rocks my world.
You're My Cover Girl." Then he kisses your lips
softly.
You smile in his kiss. The world is so beautiful for you.
Cause you're my cover, cover
girl
I think you're a superstar,
yeah you are
Why do not you know
Yeah, you're so pretty that
it hurts
It's what's underneath your
skin
The beauty that shines within
You're the only one that
rocks my world
My cover girl
Got a heart of gold, a perfect
original
Wish you would stop being so
hard on yourself for a while
And when I see that face
I'd try a thousand ways
I would do anything to make
you smile
Cause you're my cover, cover
girl
I think you're a superstar,
yeah you are
Why do not you know
Yeah, you're so pretty that
it hurts
It's what's underneath your
skin
The beauty that shines within
You're the only one that
rocks my world
My cover girl
Oh, my cover girl
Oh, my cover girl
Whoa oh, my cover girl
Whoa oh, my cover girl
