“You know what?? I quit... i can’t live like this anymore.. maybe people
are right. That Halston girl is much better than me.. i’m nothing
James.. nothing!!” you pushed James madly and walked away.
“Wait.. it can’t be like this.. you want to break up just because some
unknown people said Halston is prettier and more famous than you?” he
held your hand tight, refusing to let go.
You turned around, as tears slowly blurring your sight “Yes.. i mean
they all got the point. Who am i? I’m just a regular girl, with a
regular life.. i’m nothing compare to her.. and you.. you have
everything.. you and her.. that’s perfect!”
James sighed, he pulled you closer, you cant held the tears anylonger,
so you cried in his arm. He didnt complain, he even tighten his hug. “I
dont care what people say.. for me you are the best. You may just a
regular girl. But you’ve got a heart of gold, that’s why i fell in love
with you.”
You looked up at him. Those eyes of his are looking back at you. You can
see the honesty in there. You know, he told you the truth but people
are being too harsh to you just because you date James, he’s a
superstar. And you just an ordinary girl who happen to be his fans, and
blessed to be his girlfriend. The first time you two met was when James
and his band (Big Time Rush) had a concert in your town. And you with an
unbelievable luck won a contest to meet them backstage. And there when
the story began. You gave James your number, actually you didnt really
expecting his call , but he called you anyway. You wouldnt forget that
day, the first time you heard James’ voice on phone, you even recorded
it.
It’s been two years now, eventhough it was hard. You and James still be
able to keep your relationship. But then came the rumors, about James
and this chick named Halston. You know that there’s nothing going on
between them, but you cant handle the people who starts comparing you to
her.
You wiped your tears away. You know what you’re supposed to do. It’s for your and James’ own good.
“I’m sorry James, i cant.. i know you love me so much. And i’m really
stupid for throwing this opportunity to spend more time with you. But
this is for your own good. People will stop talking shit about you if we
break up. I’m sorry.” And then you ran away, although James called your
name and begged you to stay and give him one more chance.
***
3 moths later.
James has stopped calling you, stopped coming to your house and stopped
emailing you. You know it tortures him, as it tortures you. but you
convienced yourself that this is the best for both of you.
It was a clody afternoon. You decided to watch tv to kill the boredoom.
But as you turned on the tv James’ face came on. There’s a live
interview with Big Time Rush in a talkshow. It needs a big effort to
made you stay watching the tv. You know it will hurt but you just dont
care because you missed James’ face so much.
“Guys, this is a question every fans is dying to ask for. Are you all single?” said the interviewer.
“Well for now it’s only me and Loganwho are single.” It was Kendall answering.
“So James and Carlos are taken?” said the interviewer again.
“Yeah..now i’m curently dating Samantha Droke.” Said Carlos.
“And it’s kinda complicated to me...” answer James with a hurtful voice.
“I really am in love with this girl.. but i dont know, she’s not a
celeb you know, and i think it’s hard to her to handle all the gossip
around me, or our relationship.”
“Ouuh that sad... so are you still dating or???”
“I dont know, maybe we did break up.. but if she’s watching this right
now. I just wanna say. I Love You. there’s nothing in this world that
can change my love for you. I dont care about what people say, all i
care about is us. And if you still want me. meet me in our special place
tonight.” Said James straight to the camera.
You turned off the tv imidiately and burst into tears. Feeling sorry for yourself.
***
“You just on time.” James smiled at you from the bench. It was raining,
but he seemed not care. You came to an old park,which has been your
special place for James since forever. Here was you spent your first
date. This place is quiet, and people rarely come to this place, which
makes it perfect for you and James.
Without a word you ran to his hug and cried again.
“I’m sorry... i’m the foolest person ever. I’m not supposed to letting
you go that easy.you’re the best thing that has happened to my life. And
i’m not gonna leave you again... Never.”
“It’s okay baby.. i know that you just needed time to think. To clear
your mind. We belong together. I cant live without you and you cant life
without me.” he held your face with both hand.
You nodded. He always make you fall in love all over again. His face,
his lips, his body, his love.. you could never get enough of him. He’s
like a special drug to you. He got you addicted.
“You’re wet.” He whispered as leaning his face closer to you.
“So you are...”
And with smile he kissed you sofly on your lips. You kissed him back,
wraped your arms around his neck, feeling his sweet wet lips on yours.
Under the pouring rain, you shared a pasionate kiss together.
***
-Sorry for the bad grammars- :P
