Showing posts with label Other. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Other. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

The One Who Walked Away (Random Imagine)



“I’m not the best guy for you. We better off of this way.”

Tht was what he said back then. When he finally walked away from me. Just a simple goodbye that could really break my heart, and i was never be the same again.

I was trying my best to forget about him. It was hurt like hell. I couldn’t went to sleep without tears in my eyes. I couldn’t woke up in the morning without feeling empty and again i would cry my eyes out the whole night.

I couldn’t help myself. They said i’m too good for him. They said he was an asshole for letting me go like that. But they just didn’t feel what i felt. Let’s try to put them in my shoes and see how they handle the pain. It’s just hurt.

But then, when i finally can get him outta my mind. When i can show the world my smile again, eventhough that’s just a little smile. He comes back. He says that he’s regretting what he has done to me. He wants me back. He wants us to be like what we used to be. Should i say yes? Should i say okay and hug him again? However he has said sorry. He even begs on his knees saying he was so stupid that time. He couldn’t think clearly. He was the jerk that deserves to be hated. I don’t know whether i should take him back or not. Honestly i still love him. I want him so bad. But then i remember the pain he gave me, and it makes me really wannt to kick his ass to Antartica.

“Do you still love me?” he asked.

“Yes..” i answered slowly.

“Do you want me back?”

I silence for a moment. He looked at me with a big puppy eyes.

“No.” I said coldly, and this time i’m the one who walked away.

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Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Big Time Rush From The Beginning

Ada yang nanya.
“kok bisa suka Big Time Rush sih?? Pasti karena si james James itu ya…..”

Well.. kalo ditanya begitu, jawaban yang tepat itu.

Takdir..

Hehe..
Saya juga gak tau kenapa bisa suka ama 4 cowok ganteng itu.
Jujur yah.. awalnya bukan karena muka mereka yang ganteng2 itu yang buat jatuh hati

Tapi lagu mereka…
Jadi buat orang-orang yang bilang.

“cewek-cewek itu kebanyakan suka boyband gara-gara tampang mereka”
Itu SALAH BESAR..

Gak semua cewek kayak gitu dude.. kita ngedenger musiknya, kalo musiknya cocok ama kita yah.. tampang2 mereka yang unyu-unyu itu bisa jadi bonus..

Lol..


Balik ke BTR..

Jadi begini ceritanya……….

Waktu itu hari minggu, tanggal 7 april..
Grrrrr.. I hate 7 so much..
Tp 7 yang ini pengecualian, soalnya dia gak macem2 ama saya --,

Saya sedang berada di tempat terpencil banget, dimana nyari sinyal itu  kayak nyari kutu mati yang udah gepeng di tumpukan jerami di tengah gurun….
Susaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh..

Tapi untungnya America Kids Choice Awards menyelamatkan saya..

Duduk anteng depan tipi, nonton sambil makan kacang plus ngopi, ngobrol santai sama tukang ojek.. (Eh?) O,o

Mulailah itu acara yang mempertemukan saya pertama kali dengan BTR.

Saya lupa detail acaranya, yang jelas sebelum BTR nyanyi para penontonya pada teriak
“Big Time Rush… Big Time Rush… Big Time Rush…”

Lampu-lampu diredupkan.. dan tiba-tiba di atas panggung, muncullah 4 cowok (waktu itu saya belum tau mereka ganteng2 apa enggak) dan mulai bernyanyi.

“Have You ever had the felling You’re drawn to someone………”

Si blonde mulai nyanyi sambil dadah-dadah ke penonton.

“And there isn’t anything they could’ve said or done..
And everyday I see You on Your own
And I cant believe that You’re alone
But I over heard You girls and this is what thay said..”

Mereka dance-dance keliling panggung.

Waahh.. kesan pertama,

Lagunya bagus..
Musiknya enak..
Dancenya keren,,,

Maka kepala sayapun ikut berlenggak-lenggok diatas catwalk (?), saking enaknya nih lagu..

Berhubung saya pelupa, jadi waktu itu langsung ngambil hape, terus catet dah tuh nama band en lagunya.

Niatnya mau nyari plus donlot lagunya ntar, pas kembali ke peradaban...

Saya tak pernah tahu, dan tak pernah menyangka.

Kalau kejadian kecil itu, bisa merubah hidup saya yang tadinya gelap gulita menjadi penuh warna.

Hidup yang tadinya hampa karena patah hati, menjadi penuh dengan getar-getar aneh yang menyenangkan.. cieeeelaaahhh...

Wakakakakakakaka...

Jadi singkat ceritanya,, setelah saya kembali ke peradaban.. saya buru-buru browsing internet, bahkan gak sempet buang angin loh.. padahal waktu itu saya juga gak kepengen buang angin sih... *abaikan,, gak penting banget -___-*

Setelah ubek-ubek mbah gugle about itu band, nama, latar belakang, lagu2nya dan, setelah mencari di search engine andalan, dapatlah saya mp3 boyfriend, plus music videonya.


Saya nonton mv-nya..

Tau pikiran pertama saya apa??

“Mukanya kok aneh2 banget ya..??”

Kendall: ini orang kok alisnya tebel baget sih..udah gitu bentuk mukanya abstrak lagi, alias ga to the je GAJE..

James: buseet ini cowok apa cewek, banci banget cyyiiin..

Logan: mukanya judes ya.. kayaknya gak ramah deh..

Carlos: sekali liat aja udah tau kalo dia yang paling tuwir.. udah gitu paling pendek lagi, om2 banget...


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Eh,, maaf saya memulihkan diri dulu dirumah sakit,

Tiba2 ada sedusun cewek yang nyerang saya pake obor.. :O






Back to the poin..



Jadi waktu itu seratus persen saya Cuma suka sama lagu mereka doang..
BUKAN tampang mereka...

Tapi sering berjalannya waktu, setelah pergantian siang menjadi malam, dan malam menjadi subuh..

Kok ya jadi penasaran sama ini bb..

Maka, saya teror lagi itu mbah gugle,

Cari info sana-sini..

Akhirnya tau kalo Big Time Rush itu juga ada tv serialnya.. sejenis Hannah Montana lahh pikiran saya,,

Karena waktu itu, maklum aje, saya masih belum Faham soal serial tv-serial tv barat *sengaja pake F biar afdol* *abaikan lagi*

Ada link tentang kendall, buka.. muncul biografinya, foto-fotonya.. setelah terbiasa ternyata mukannya gak aneh lagi.. begitupula James, Logan, en Carlos.. malah sekarang mereka keliatan ganteng BANGET!! *sengaja dicapslock biar gak dimutilasi lagi*


Nonton lagi Mvnya, again and all over again..

Kok lama2 Kendall ini tambah manis ya, apalagi kalo ketawa..
Bikin panas dingin gimana gitu..

Jadilah,, saya suka sama Kendall..

Folder2 hape penuh sama potonya dia,, tiap hari diotak  ini yang ada Cuma Kendaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallll terus.. dari bola mata keluar tanda lo-pe lo-pe yang terbang kesana kemari.. *lebay ih..*

Terus mulai donlot lagu2 BTR yang lain...

It felt like i’m faling in love all over again for the first time
And i know that it feels right..
I think  i’m faing in love all  over again
Love at first sight,,
And you know how i feel
To the left left left on the right right right
To the back back back on the side side side..


*tuh nynyi kan gue,,, -____-*

saking penasaran ama serialnya, sampe bela2in ngubek2 kubangan youtube buat nonton..
episode pertama yang saya liat itu, Big Time Single..
dan langsung.. what the hell..
ini cerita kocak banget.. beda  sama serial2 lain yg pernah saya tonton..
jadi deh makin cintaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sama BTR

Tapi apa mau dikata, hubungan asmara saya dan Kendall harus kandas, karena orang ketiga.

Orang ketiga itu James...

Yah.. teganya dia merebut pacar sahabatnya sendiri....

*Plaak.. elu aja yang gak tau diri.. ._.*


Hahahahahaha...

Jadi ceritanya waktu itu saya nontoon MV Oh Yeah.. disana kan yang jadi main voice itu si James

tau part waktu dia mengedikkan *lah mengedikkan* bulu matanya itu?

“So tell me how am i supposed to be, what i gotta do to get you close to me...”

Nah dari situlah... dengan kedikan singkat itu, dia juga berhasil menggedikkan hati saya yang emang udah cenat cenut..

Akibatnya, tiga hari tiga malem panas dingin, menggigil,

makan gak enak tidur gak enak..

Aku memang lagi sakiiiit....

*-______________________________- yang mau muntah silahkkan, kami sudah menyediakn kantung kresek di bangku masing2*

Gara-gara James...

Yang tadinya, dihati ini terukir nama kendall, tiba-tiba, berubah menjadi james..

All i can see about is only James..


Bahkan kadang2 (seringnya sih) gulingpun berubah jadi james.. O.o



Sampai sekarang.. hari ini, jam ini, menit ini,  detik ini, pada tarikan nafas ini..


Nama Jameslah yang masih terukir di hati saya..

*tenang masih ada kantong kresek lain kok :D*



Jadi begitulah awal cerita kenapa saya bisa tergila-gila sama yang namanya Big Time Rush.
selain wajah-wajah ganteng mereka. Lagu-lagunya yang catchy juga berhasil mengambil hati saya. aneh ya.. bagaimana pertemuan singkat di tv itu bisa meninggalkan bekas yang saya rasa tak akan pernah hilang :")
dan saya bersyukur. karena mereka telah mempertemukan saya dengan banyak Rusher-Rusher hebat dari seluruh penjuru dunia. Follower twitter saya bisa sampe seribu juga berkat mereka loh *plaak gak penting* :P

thanks for reading. buhbyeeeee :*





Xoxo JM
Eh salah ding..

Xoxo LM :P

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Twitter Effect


 this is like your post on twitter.. so read this like you stalk on someone's tweet.. LOL
i got this idea from my friend, so thanks to her :) hope you get it...and enjoy...
reviews are always welcome :D



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Kendall Knight @TheKnight
I’m boreed -,-                    about 4 hours ago

Logan Mitchell  @LoganMitchell
“ @TheKnight: I’m boreed -,-“ Sameeee                            about 4 hours ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
@LoganMitchell @TheKnight want some of my corndogs??                  about 4 hours ago

Logan Mitchell  @LoganMitchell
@helmetboy @TheKnight no thanks, i’m full...                             about 4 hours ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
what about you @TheKnight ??                              about 4 hours ago

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
@helmetboy @LoganMitchell what?? Soory Jo was texting me..                        about 3 hours ago

LoganMitchell @LoganMitchell
@TheKnight i see..                       about 3 hours ago

The SWAGGER @KINGDIAMOND
Guys.. why do you talk on twitter?? We’re sitting side by side.... @helmetboy @TheKnight @LoganMitchell                              about 3 hours ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
nah its fun... @KINGDIAMOND @TheKnight @LoganMitchell                            about 3 hours ago          

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
Beside it helps to kill my boredom..  @KINGDIAMOND @helmetboy @LoganMitchell                           about 3 hours ago

The SWAGGER @KINGDIAMOND
Kay then @TheKnight @helmetboy @LoganMitchell                              about 3 hours ago

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The SWAGGER @KINGDIAMOND
Hey look who’s that handsome guy in the mirror?? Oh wait thats me.. James *,*            about 2 hours  ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
RT @KINGDIAMOND Hey look who’s that handsome guy in the mirror?? Oh wait thats him.. CARLOS*,*        about 2 hours  ago

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
The hell @helmetboy why did you RT that kind of tweet @KINGDIAMOND ????         about 2 hours ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
@TheKnight @KINGDIAMOND haha Look i edited it!!!!                           about 2 hours ago

Logan Mitchelle @LoganMitchelle
@helmetboy @TheKnight @KINGDIAMOND  LOL                   about 2 hours ago

Logan Mitchell @LoganMitchell
RT @helmetboy RT @KINGDIAMOND Hey look who’s that handsome guy in the mirror?? Oh wait thats him.. CARLOS*,*                       about 2 hours ago

The SWAGGER @KINGDIAMOND
STOP SCREWING MY TWEET @helmetboy and STOP LAUGHING @LoganMitchell grrrrr D:<                              about 2 hours ago

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
Hahahahaha ohh i see @helmetboy @LoganMitchell                                about 2 hours ago


Kendall Knight @TheKnight
RT!!!!!!!!!! @helmetboy RT @KINGDIAMOND Hey look who’s that handsome guy in the mirror?? Oh wait thats him.. CARLOS*,*                       about 2hours ago


The SWAGGER @KINGDIAMOND
STOOP RT-ing IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @TheKnight      about 2 hours ago

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
LOLOL sorry @KINGDIAMOND cant help it.... :P                          about 2 hours ago


Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
Look @KINGDIAMOND , @TheKnight and @LoganMitchell are agree that i am handsome!! :P                          about 2 hours ago

Logan Mitchell @LoganMitchell
@helmetboy @TheKnight nope you aren't..                     about 2 hours ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
@LoganMitchell @TheKnight but you RT-ed my tweet!!                         about 2 hours ago

Logan Mitchell @LoganMitchelle
@helmetboy @TheKnight i did that just to teased @KINGDIAMOND                              about 2 hours ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
@LoganMitchell well then Kendall must thinks i am handsome, right @TheKnight                    about 2 hours ago

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
@helmetboy *hig five with @LoganMitchell                 about 2 hours ago

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
@helmetboy @LoganMItchell sorry, what did you say Carlos??                            about 2 hours ago


Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
@TheKnight @LoganMitchell forget it -________________-“                 about 2 hours ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
@TheKnight @LoganMitchell hey where’s @KINGDIAMOND by the way??                  about 2 hours ago

Logan Mitchell @LoganMitchell
@helmetboy @TheKnight @KINGDIAMOND you mean the annoying boy who’s busy with his hair that happen to sit next to me??                       about 2 hours ago

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
@LoganMitchell @helmetboy ah god... @KINGDIAMOND STOP TALKING TO THE MIRROR!!!                         about 2 hours ago

Logan Mitchell @LoganMitchell
RT @TheKnight @LoganMitchell @helmetboy ah god... @KINGDIAMOND STOP TALKING TO THE MIRROR!!!                      about 2 hours ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
RT @TheKnight @LoganMitchell @helmetboy ah god... @KINGDIAMOND STOP TALKING TO THE MIRROR!!!                      about 2 hours ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
@TheKnight @LoganMitchell @KINGDIAMOND it’s useless  he wont hear you if you yelled here -__-    about 2 hours ago

The SWAGGER @KINGDIAMOND
You guys are jealous because i am more handsome, good looking, and hotter  than you.. *comb my hair.* @TheKnight @helmetboy @LoganMitchell                              about  an hour ago

Logan Mitchell @LoganMitchell
Oh no... @helmetboy @TheKnight somebody please stop @KINGDIAMOND                             about an hour ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
I did!! :D @LoganMitchell                          about an hour ago

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
Oh if i were you @helmetboy i wouldnt smack @KINGDIAMOND ‘s head with a shoe.                             about an hour ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
@TheKnight @KINGDIAMOND why not??? It made him shut up.                         about an hour ago

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
@helmetboy because @KINGDIAMOND would do that..                        about an hour ago

Corndogs Lover @helmetboy
HEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPP @KINGDIAMOND IS TRYING TO KILL ME.. HWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *run away*                        about an hour ago

The SWAGGER @KINGDIAMOND
Wait you stupid Corndogs Lover @helmetboy                  about an hour ago

Logan Mitchell @LoganMitchell
Hahahahaha this is FUN!!!!!! @TheKnight                          about an hour ago

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
IKR!!!! @LoganMitchell :DD                     about an hour ago


Kendall Knight @TheKnight
RT @LoganMitchell Hahahahaha this is FUN!!!!!! @TheKnight                               about an hour ago


Kendall Knight @TheKnight
@LoganMitchell Should we help @helmetboy ??                        about 50 minutes ago

Logan Mitchell @LoganMitchell
@TheKnight nah.. i think he can help himself..                               about 50 minutes ago

Kendall Knight @TheKnight
@LoganMitchell i think so.. :P                                         about 50 minutes ago

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Carlos Pena @TheCarlosPena
Hey @jamesmaslow @HeffronDrive  @1LoganHenderson try stalking @KINGDIAMOND @TheKnight @helmetboy and @LoganMitchell tweets, they’re funny..                            about 3 minutes ago

James Maslow @jamesmaslow
@TheCarlosPena @HeffronDrive  @1LoganHenderson @KINGDIAMOND @TheKnight @LoganMitchell i know.. hahahaha ;) Xoxo JM                     about 3 minutes ago

Kendall Schmidt @HeffronDrive
@TheCarlosPena @jamesmaslow  @1LoganHenderson @KINGDIAMOND @TheKnight @helmetboy @LoganMitchell stupid and foolish.. LOL :D                               about 3 minutes ago

Logan Henderson @1LoganHenderson
@TheCarlosPena @jamesmaslow  @HeffronDrive who are they?? @KINGDIAMOND @TheKnight @helmetboy @LoganMitchell                                about a few second ago


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